My mum would sit

and stare into space

as I sit and stare into space

A grotesque look on our face.

Indescribable

and highly forgettable.

Unfinished sympathy

I see the world as from a very dark place….

and I find it amusing.

For everything I have ever done, I have paid back in guilt and remorse a thousand times.

I’m tired of that now.

Time to live.

There are great swathes of my life of which I have no memory.